Blogging is weird. I was just thinking about all the things that share here and how I try very hard to be as genuine as possible. I want to show you who I really am through my writing and the things that I share, however I also think it's important to keep some things private. So...That would explain this next bit of news being a bit of a surprise to you.
Over the past few weeks, I started to feel less than happy in my relationship. Travis is great. He's an amazing person with incredible and big dreams. But we could not stop arguing. It was like neither of us could do anything right. It was getting to the point where I was thinking more negative thoughts about our relationship that positive ones. I wasn't talking about my problems and I was honestly just feeling like we weren't fitting together like we did when we first met. The big thing for me was I felt like our personalities were clashing in a way that was not likely to ever change...
So we broke up.
And I'm sad. Even though it was pretty much my idea...It's hard to walk away from someone that you really care for, but I truly think this will be best for both of us. We had so much fun together over the past six months and went through a whole lot more than I ever thought possible, but I suppose we just have to look at it as a learning experience. I learned so much from Travis and I'm so happy to have met him. I hope that he feels the same way...It's truly too bad that it didn't work out.
I just hope that he will find it in his heart not to be mad and just realize that we'll both be better off this way...
