Over the past few months, I have been looking at my life a lot differently than I ever have before. It's really hard to go from a point of constant forward motion to a point where I feel like I come to an abrupt stop. In all reality, I haven't "stopped" I've just had to sort of...take a little jaunt off in another direction for a while. It feels like a stop though.
Hopefully things will start to change soon. I change my mind every week about what I want to do with my life, so everything seems to always have too many moving parts to make it work. Even my blog is suffering from my inability to make solid decisions. I can't even think of what to blog about. It's a little bit ridiculous.
As of right now, I'm looking at paying off some education loans, going back to school, and moving out of my parents house. Don't get me wrong, having a bucket of money because I'm not being charged rent is glorious, but it is so hard to come back home after being out all on your own for a whole year, then being shocked back into a life of repetitive motion. On the bright side, after being out of all my training for 8 or so months, I can finally sleep well in my soft bed. It took forever to get used to how soft this thing was after sleeping on crappy "military grade" mattresses.
Now my bed has never looked more inviting...
Don't be fooled by the term 'military grade' it just means cheap and easy to reproduce for large numbers.
The weather around here has been beautiful. I took the baby out on a walk up to the library the other day. I didn't even have a jacket on, and I was wearing my flippy flops. It was that nice. The baby even tossed of the blanky I put on her. Needless to say, she loved going to the library.
Auntie Katie, for the win.
But then after all that beautiful, jacketless weather, it snowed on us yesterday. I was not particularly happy about that. It was really just the crappy, spring, lake effect snow. That's when the temperatures get nice enough for the water in the lake to evaporate and then the temperatures drop just enough for it snow. And it sucks. I hate it because you just get excited about the sun and the warmth and the promise of summer in the future and then this happens.
No thanks. Go. Away.
Okay, and last but no least in this Marathon post, I'll update you on my March goals. I'm actually doing really well with most of them. I'm sucking up the blogging every weekday (obviously) but I'm succeeding at the hardest one on my list: I quit drinking soda. Cold Turkey. My last one was February 24th. It has made a huge difference in my life so far.
+I save money not stopping for a coke every day
+I've lost about 4 lbs without even trying.
+I drink twice as much water
+I can run faster and longer because I'm better hydrated
+I don't get a head ache if I don't have one.
It really has changed my life. As of right now, I haven't made any allowances for things like Red Bull. I figure if I allow that, I'll just let my self have one coke, and then it will be all down hill from there, so as of right now, I haven't had a single bubbly thing in nearly four weeks now! Hopefully I can keep it up.
I'm working on my fitness goals and trying to keep up on that stuff. I'm doing fairly well, while not exactly doing what I said I wanted to, but I am working hard and making a difference in my body and my work out.
I hope every one is having a wonderful Wednesday. I have to day off today, so I'm going to really enjoy it!
At first I was like I know I haven't been to your blog in awhile, but when did you have a kid!? Haha You are a good auntie ;) Good job on giving up the soda, and don't worry, you'll get it all figured out!
Great job on no carbonated drinks! I hope the rest of your goals go well for the month.
ReplyDeleteAt first I was like I know I haven't been to your blog in awhile, but when did you have a kid!? Haha You are a good auntie ;) Good job on giving up the soda, and don't worry, you'll get it all figured out!
ReplyDeleteGood job on the soda! I've severely cut back, but I'm still drinking it.
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